You know, 90% of times, having a friend is not worth the trouble. People like Michal go to prove that...
IN OTHER WORDS PREPARE FOR LOTS OF RANTING AND DRAMA
SO I've been complaining about her a lot, sorry. But I think that this will be the last time i say anything about her unless she proves to be more trouble.
SO I finally told her I was sick of her and all that stupid drama that we all hate. 'Course there is absolutely no way to tell her to leave me alone without drama...
Anyway, I'm really. Really. Really angry right now. Mainly because she somehow got it through her head that I was the tyrant here... Yes, I was cruel to her, as part of my way of getting back at her. Blahblah revenge this revenge that, I;m going to hell, I don't care.
You piss me off like she pissed me off, I'm all for it. Mainly I guess she didn't know who she was dealing with. As in, she didn't know me. I don't know if anyone really knows me as much as I know myself (and that's going to change... Rach, I will most likely find a way to show you what a bitch I am to other people. Youve never really seen it cuz I would never and will never EVER even think about hurting you emotionally or physically.). Basically, I'm nice and timid when I first meet someone and if they're decent and nice to me maybe if I talk to them again we'll end up being friends in the least, sometimes most if they're one of those more popular people.
Anyway my point is that she: 1. Basically used me for my pictures. She's too lazy or stupid to try to improve or draw worth anything, so she decided "Well she can draw better than I can, so I'll have her draw my characters." 2. She was far from considerate. There are some things you just don't say to insecure, easy to anger (ah the irony) people like me. I'm very touchy and take things WAY to personal. I finally managed to take criticism without telling myself that I can't do anything right. 3. She brushed me off, ignored me, and snapped at me for the simplist things. I dealt with it for a while, telling myself that everyone has their days. But then I went to CO for the summer, and I was reminded that REAL friends talk to each other about problems and that they don't constantly argue. So yeah, I was pretty much done with her crap during the summer. That's why I was "such a bitch" ever since high school.
But... did she ever see me bitch at Michelle? Did she ever see me bitch at Eric, either Anthonys, Jessica, Lizzie, or Brenna? Sure Emily and Courtney and I had a little itty bitty squabble when I defended Michelle. But No. She did not see me do it, because I didn't do it. Which means I am not a TOTAL bitch. She on the other hand, would snap at anyone if they interfered with her precious conversation with "Harrrru" (They pronounce it Harrru instead of more along the lines of Hadu, or a mix of 'r' and 'd', which is how it is pronounced. they'd call Kaname from VK 'Kanme' or something stupid. They made fools of themselves. Its like calling me 'kayla' rather than my real name, 'kyla'. Yadadada. I'll get back to my point now.)
So pretty much, if anyone at school sees me talking to Michal (Who goes by Dita) you know that it's not pretty. And that I will most likely it her.
Michelle I am begging you to keep me away from her. I don't want to make a total "freshman" of myself.
Anyway, Happy Tuesday!
Sorry for the long ass rant. -goesandcurlsupindarkcorner-